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A writer, a lover, a psychonaut.

 

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psilolysergicamine:

I’m a crazy motherfucker, I’ll murder you in cold blood,

then eat your guts for breakfast with coffee and jelly donuts.

They say I go nuts with the style I represent,

I can be rude but I try not to condescend.

Sometimes it’s hard when everyone’s below me,

and when they’re up in my face, I tell these kids to blow me.

If you object, I’ll just snap your neck,

Leave you choking on your own blood, you fucking nervous wreck.

That’s how I get down, you better get down,

I’m drunk as hell and I’m pointing a pistol around.

Someone might die and I just might laugh,

So watch what you say, it might cause whiplash.

Like Metallica, I heard you’ve come to see the show.

I’m a late-night murderer, all systems go.

Who’s next on my list? I really don’t know.

I don’t care either, I just want the blood to flow.

You think I’m wrong, you say I’m heartless?

You really think I want to be a gold artist?

That’s a joke, I think you’ve got shit for brains.

Now you can clearly see we don’t think the same.

It doesn’t matter, that makes us different.

You must be the hero if I’m portrayed as the villain,

Running around town snatching up all the children.

I’ll find a way to frame you and you’re the one going to prison.

Crooked Teeth.

Crooked, yellow teeth line the streets of your smile,

I guess it’s a repercussion of your chosen lifestyle.

Staying up late; cigarettes and alcohol,

When you’re feeling extra down, cranking on the adderall.

You say you’re not abusive and you always have excuses.

Well, excuse me, I don’t mean to be intrusive,

but the way you’re living now has only made you more polluted,

and then you come to me asking why you feel excluded.

Look here, I’m not the one to fix your problem,

I just hope that you know that you’ll never be forgotten.

To be honest you’re on mind pretty often,

but then you run away when I remember you’re despondent.

If you really need help, I’ll always be around,

Just don’t rely on me to repair your own crown.

That’s your problem so you find the solution,

Find what it is that’ll make you feel rooted.

Keep calm, everything’s fine,

We all seem normal on this side of the line.

But once you cross over, make plans to stay a while.

Get to know your addictions and learn to reconcile.

Trust me, it’s just a part of life.

I’ve been down that road more than I think nice.

We all trip and stumble until we fall to a vice,

then we think it’s a miracle when we notice we’ve survived.

In the Company of Wolves.

psilolysergicamine:

How can I miss you if you were never mine?

I’ve been staring at the clock which has never told the time.

Running away won’t do anyone well,

But it might be an excuse to escape from this hell.

Keep this head on your shoulders, can’t afford to lose another.

I’m still sending letters home, still talking to my mother.

I doubt you’ll survive in the company of wolves,

‘Cause even though we’re not wild, we’re all animals.

psilolysergicamine:

Remember yesterday,
When everything was okay?
I wasn’t tired of myself
And I had something to say.
I’ll say it anyway,
I mold your mind like clay.
Switching your perspectives,
Your opinion always sways.
It never stays the same,
And I’m the one to blame,
No time for thoughts of shame,
When you’re becoming insane.
Going crazy without a name.
We are different, we’re the same.

I’m just going to be moving my work from psilolysergicamine over to this blog.

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